Any relationship that makes you loss your values, respect, energy, joy, and happiness etc is not an ideal or good relationship. You deserve something better than that.

The more you keep hold of that kind of relationship, the more resentment and damage it causes you. Why are you locking yourself in a bad relationship and ending your chances for a good one? Nothing is going to change soon, stop making it work why you know within you that it cannot work.

Be bold to workout from that ugly relationship now, no matter how painful and sad it will be or end up to regret why you never end it in future.

Until you say good bye to it, you will never realize how better and happy you will feel without that person.

You may be having the feeling that nobody will accept you again, that's not true. Let me shock you, someone is waiting patiently to say yes to you. Someone that is ready to treat you with respect and make you feel special.

One thing you must  not think about is this; that all relationships are the same or will likely be the same, is a big lie.

This can only be true if you keep on repeating the same mistake or refusing to improve and learn.

That your previous relationship doesn't work, is not a guarantee or the reason that will make your present or future relationship not to work.